mood- contemplative *

life as a shopper is pretty fun.
and the sweet satisfication of getting your desired object of lust(for now)
and then the thrill of looking for the next hot thing.
so i guess, it pretty much sums up life huh?

life's good.
and when you finally FINALLY get what you want,
you suddenly don't want it as much.
instead, you want something else.
something you think is better.
but to your dismay, you find out that it's not worth it when you achieve it.
i guess, it's part and parcel of our lifestyle that we fail to notice it?
''it seems one thing's been true all along. you don't really know what you've got til' it's gone.''
and when one does notice it, will one look back and miss it?
will one try to get it back? to save it before it's too late?

we all have choices and the bad ones make mistakes.
but some mistakes are just...

regrettable.

woah,
among the whole one and a quarter years of my life being in 3e2/4e2-
i must admit, this is a big BIG incident.
one of theeeee biggest?

no. i dont know the real story behind it..
but recently stuff've been happening and it ain't exactly friendly?
goodness. very very very confusing
making it hard for me to keep up.
but then again, i guess i needn't have to keep trying to follow-up and involve myself in this whole mess. it'll just make me giddy, trying to decipher all the cryptic meanings of the actions&words.

anyway, dance today went great.
although i feel we still can improve a whole lot more,
i guess we have to keep working our way up!
practiced in the hall to test the big spacious concept.
thank you, dance ensemble for the player(:
after hearing mr eugene's voice again, we must have felt motivated and danced well.
the competiton is just a week away!
time to lose the slacks and give it our best!
LET'S GO!

just came back for a walk with marquis again today (:
ended up running, as usual, and now i am so so tired that i can just collaspe now.
oh no, there's still dance tmrw.
by the way things are going,
i'm gonna be slimmer than slim- like, skinny skinny.
(skinnier then i already am, that is)

just one question though.
where's all that food and carbo when you need 'em?!?@?

&i have a super terrible horrible vegetable pimple that like so swollen even my eyes are affected ): making them look sharper and slitted.
ahhhhhhhh!
i want cosmetic surgery to remove it!

good news of the day: i have a new phone! :D
but it's not some old or normal kind of phone.
its a...... *drum rolls*
....sleek samsung E250!
(:
very slim and light and easy to use.
plus all the good features.(except for 3G cors i dont use it. at all)
camera, FM radio, music player... etc etc.
loving my samsung phone already!
no surprises there, cors samsung's my one and only trusted brand.
and.. it's in hot hawt pink. <3
'nuff said!


well. i hafta go and catch that much-needed beauty sleep for energy tmrw.
let's hope things will work out soon. i mean very soon.
cors at the rate things're going, looks like there's gonna be blood.