Wednesday, September 26, 2007

scratch that!

no wait, i won't be sleepwalking tmrw because it's...

*drumrolls*

.. JING YING's BIRTHDAY!
like, sweet sixteen?
hell, yeah!
my best friend jyings is finally 16
yayness :)
just wanna take this time to thank her for everything she's done for me.
giving me prep talks when i feel like a low-life scum, encouraging me to study,
letting me sleep over when i was down, treating me to bubble tea when i was broke, listening to all my troubles, those late-night talks last time, being my shopping buddy and so many other uncountable things she has done for me.
she's like the older sister i never had!
so babe, love ya and hope you enjoy your special day! (;

do not disturb

currently in hibernation mode.
i'm sleeping off everything..
my sickness, my lousy grades, my interest in school and so much more.
well, you know what they say.
wake me up when september ends.

b'cors the next day would be my birthday, hehe.
okay. whatever, felicia. who even cares?
dammit, what's wrong with me.
i'm feeling so negative again.
i thought thought i could do well in eng or lit.
looks like i've just been kidding myself all along.
seriously. why did i even think i could top the class?

go away stupid negativity spirits.
i'm totally contented with my life because God's in charge :)
hooray to that.
you know, without Him, life is just..
an empty shell, not worth living for.
these are just what i think.

"He comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort others. When others are troubled, we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us."
2 Corinthians 1:4
:)

right, where was i?
oh yeah.
i'm going into deep slumber now
and walk around like a zombie when in sch.
i'll conserve whatever energy possible.
cors i am so draineddd

Saturday, September 22, 2007

do i?

haven't blogged in a long time.
so let's update now, shall we? :)
sorry thrill-seekers. it's gonna be normal, boring stuff.

prelims, just over.
one more month to the real thing.
i'm real glad that God and my great friends are there to walk me through this.
i'm not too sure about my prelim grades..
though i know i deproved.
on the plus side, ms k. said that i'v improved! :D
so i guess the study hours kinda pay off
now it's time to give it my best shot!

i haven't been in the best of health recently.
is it a mental problem i have?
cors i realised that everytime it's near the exams,
i fall critically(sometimes) ill.
whatev i can't let it affect me..
(that's why some smart ass invented the vitamins for right?)
so bring on the vitamin pills, baby!
who knows if i'm lucky the extra vitamins can give me a much-needed boost in my IQ. heh

ohoh!
guess whattttttt...........
nevermind i'll tell you. lol
my lovely and generous angel is LIMEI!
yeah she made the cute soft angel-bear, gave me multi-coloured pills & all the gifts that make me feel loved and happy :)
so thanks babe, you're the best!
i'll try to take pictures of the pressies and let you guys see it and be jealous ;D

the funny thing is?
Limei's MY mortal.
hahahaha like, we've been blessing each other.
so i hoped she liked the gifts and blessings that i've given her :)
& during the final round where we had to give our angel a thank-you speech and a gift, it was totally funny to find out that limei's my angel AND mortal.
haha
i am to attend a wedding dinner later.
what to wear??
but anyways,
what's the point about weddings?
i mean, how do you know if you can stay together, forever?
as loving as you were even though you quarrel,
can you really stay with your other half through weal and woe?
how do you know that that person is the one you wanna grow old with?
to commit your whole life to. the big step.
to forgive again when he's done you wrong.
to have kids and share every problem and every happy memories.
is your love strong enough for that?
ahh. no i'm not a cynic.
i still love and believe in love..
do i?

is it enough to love?
is it enough to breathe?
is it enough to die?
i'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
hanging from the ceiling,
life's a mobile
spinning round with mixed feelings, crazy & wild
sometimes i wanna scream out loud.
and I wanna believe you,
when you tell me that it'll be okay.
am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place?
when you turn around,
can you recognize my face?
you used to love me, you used to hug me
but that wasn't the case
everything wasn't okay.
I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there,
grinning with a lost stare.
that's when i decided.

but do i still miss you?

Saturday, September 15, 2007

the love to give

SHOUTOUT: THANK YOU SOOO MUCH, MY ANGEL!!!!! I'M LOVING THE CUTE GIFTS MUCHO! :) just wait til you see what i got for you as a reward hahah

SHOUTOUT: MY MORTAL, (you wouldn't know who you are, but still) I'LL TRY MY BEST TO BLESS YOU AS THE GAME IS ENDING SOONNN. HAVE HOPE! :)

ahh the game is ending soon.
well, it doesn't stop here :)

exams are literally killing me, in a way.
burned up for two nights..
so even if it doesn't kill me
i bet my brain cells like, died and evaporated away
lol
but i don't feel i'm stressed or anything
so why do i show syptoms or stress?
hm.

okay i'll go watch chc's live broadcast now.
it's kinda cool to see it in a different light.

alrighty, all the best for whatever-exams-or-even-if-you-don't-have-no-exams-i-dont-care-im-just-wishing-everyone-lah! :)

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

september holidays

this week is the time for mugging man.
not mug mug, as in rob a man kind of mug.
but mug mug, as in study like hell until we're mugged out.

whoever created this word to use instead of the word 'study'..
well, you can either appreciate their creativity or loathe their eng vocab.

first of all,
the word 'mug' is not even associated to studying or anything educational.

mug.
noun, verb, mugged, mug·ging.
–noun
1. a drinking cup, usually cylindrical in shape, having a handle, and often of a heavy substance, as earthenware.
2. the quantity it holds.
3. Slang. a.the face. b.the mouth. c.an exaggerated facial expression; grimace, as in acting. d.a thug, ruffian, or other criminal.
4. British Slang. a gullible person; dupe; fool.

–verb (used with object)
5. to assault or menace, esp. with the intention of robbery.
6. Slang. to photograph (a person), esp. in compliance with an official or legal requirement.

–verb (used without object)
7. Slang. to grimace; exaggerate a facial expression, as in acting.


whereas the word 'study' doesn't even mention anything that has to do with 'mug' :
stud·ied, stud·y·ing, stud·ies v.
To apply one's mind purposefully to the acquisition of knowledge or understanding of (a subject).
To read carefully.
To memorize.
To take (a course) at a school.
To inquire into; investigate.
To examine closely; scrutinize.
To give careful thought to; contemplate: study the next move.


though to me it's pretty clever to use the word mug instead of study.
maybe it originated from a code.
like, you didn't want anyone to know you're studying tonight so you'll say you're gonna mug tonight.
hm.

the english language is so ginormous and can be rather perplexing and abstruse to the simple human mind.
but actually, our brain, up to the day we die, is only used up 10%.
so we're all super geniuses if we can work all 100% of our brain.
(but now experts are saying that the 10% thing is a myth. we only use u 0.09%.................. no i'm just kidding. scientists say we use up much more brain power than 10 measly percent)

and did you know that the word 'ginormous' is officially a proper word.
no, it ain't a shortform or slang no more.
it's been added into the English Dictionary!
in fact, hundreds of newly formed words are added in the dictionary every year..

who knows, one day when we teenagers have used the word 'mugged' long enough, it will finally be recognised as an actual word.
or better yet, we should all keep saying and using the word 'felicia' to describe something great. then 'felicia' can soon be added into the dictionary, like this :

felicia - adjective.
to describe wonderful, powerful, great, remarkable, exceptionally outstanding, astonishing, slightly nutty, hihgly reactive things in your wildest imaginations - but never your worst nightmare.

oh yeah :D