no longer;

Mistakes and regrets can haunt you for the rest of your life.

But only if

you

let

them

.

Life is too short to live in fear.. I wanna do the best I can now and not hold back!

Proj submission deadline is next week, chiong!

Then it's CNY and valentines' day hehe

then I'm flying off to bangkok for quality time with my mom :)

We shall bond over the airplane, hotel stay, tom yum, cheap buys, beef noodles by the road and noisy tuk-tuks. Mmmmmm. (Y)

Good morning.

1) Where the wild things are- want to watch it!

2) Thanks Celia :) note to self: pass Celia her present.

3) Dace spring- i like pictures & colors like that.

4) Black cat for my name card? Haha still thinking about it.

My mom just bought some super cool awesome crunchy cereals with real fruits inside and to go along with it, HL milk in original AND chocolate so I have two flavours to choose from!

One of my most exciting breakfast moments in history.

Eat it on my table facing the window facing the west coast sea place thingy facing the sun facing the blue sky, and it's like having breakfast with God.

Then when I'm finished, I shall read a book facing the window facing the west coast sea place thingy facing the- you get the drift- and read next to God while He goes about doing His daily majestic plans.

Otters hold hands when they sleep so they don't drift away from each other.

It's a natural survival instinct for them.

So hold on to the friends whom you love so that even when we're sleeping or busy,

we won't drift away :)

Well I heard there was a secret chord.

lastly,
read this,
VERY IMPORTANT.

flipbook

i like the pictures.
would be nice to keep a scrapbook like that.
i need to learn how to keep stuff going.
even my organizer is only half-used because i only use it when i remember to.
consistency.

--

is it just me or do the recent festivities of the seasons seem.. duller?
like with CNY approaching, i don't feel as excited as i should.
suddenly it ain't sucha big deal to me.
life's changed, priorities too.
CHC's new building, now that's a thrill.

is this what it means to grow up?
that sometimes in the process, you lose the novelty?
maybe's that's why some grown-ups don't shout or jump as much no more..
unless you're in a heinkein ad. hah

i'm 19, one more year b4 i lose my 'teen' years.
i don't feel 19.
how are 19 year olds supposed to feel anyway?
i don't really wanna grow up.
growing up means bills and career and politics and taxes and what not.
i will then know the real world.
but the world is cruel.
i know.

i'm glad to have God with me.
'and yea, though i walk through the valley of death
i shall fear no evil'

Puzzle pieces are made to fit each other in the end.

WOW hear this beautiful symphony of songs,

you be the composer.

Go to this website, play the videos however way you want,

then take a deep breath and close your eyes.

Random stuff that all fits in so beautifully and seamlessly.

Like, life.

http://www.inbflat.net/

I'm amazed.

What I go to sch for

(he's watching you)

Obama in zbrush, I didn't do a good job of him but it was still fun! (kinda)

I think I wailed to hannah about how girly he looked haha
Well this is one of the modules we have in sch,
& I'm enjoying sch so much more now :)

Also I want to give a big thank you to doreen, renee and hannah for being so patient and helpful with me when I'm slow in maya and all that. I really appreciate you guys, awesome friends!
THANK YOU

...to hear myself think.

"It took me some time to realize this, but sometimes, what you want isn't always what you get, but in the end what you get is so much better than what you wanted."

On a side note:

So recently a lot of people have been talking at once and sometimes it overwhelms me when all I want is some peace and quiet but no, they keep on talking and I can't help but feel so frustrated that I feel like just shouting. But that would add to the noise and so I just scream to the inside of myself. Everyone wants to be heard, I get that. Me too. But gosh what I'll give for some peace and tranquility, just for a moment...

up all night,

got demons to fight.

\m/

i can't wait to play stone scissors paper hehe i'll put out the ultimate: SUPER LETHAL TWIN-BLADED SAMURAI SWORD.

take that!

-

NEVER. GIVE. UP.

fight for it, cors if you don't

who will???

You and me

One of my resolutions for 2010 is to spend more time with my family.
I really miss my family a lot because I haven't been home much to spend good quality time with 'em.
I'm esp really blessed to have parents like mine who will trust and support me in whatever I do..
Thanks dad for picking me up at 3am even though you're not feeling well.
Thanks mom for always so readily supporting and caring for me.
I wanna really cherish my family!
*so grateful for them now sob*
Okay steamboat's on me now that I've got my pay!
*

flickr? hahaha

i had fun trying to get photobooth to capture my flying hair but somehow you can't see it.

i want a cam.

i want an ipod.

i want a lot of things.

i want things that are unnecessary.

want is not a need.

okay.

*

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,
"You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during
the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one
set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most,
you have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,
"The times when you have
seen only one set of footprints in the sand,
is when I carried you."

Have you read this story?

I love it, even as a child I would read and smile for the whole day.

But through the years I got so caught up in things, got so busy with life that I forgot this simple but true story.

Last night I got reminded of it..

The Lord replied,
"The times when you have
seen only one set of footprints in the sand,

is when I carried you.

wow.

HELLO 2010

2009 has been a year of ups and downs.
Maybe more downs than up but I'm not complaining.
It has strengthened me, made me who I am.
Let me learnt important lessons,
let me form relationships that will always have a place in my heart.

I've cried a lot but I've laughed a lot too.
I thank God for 2009, for the good... and for helping me get through the bad.

I'm excited for this new year,
another milestone crossed,
more lessons to learn,
more reasons to be merry,
more time with the people close to me.

hello Change,
I welcome you.


grow.