since 1st jan..

new year, new things.
new friends to make, new modules to study for.
new clothes, new hair.
&
new things you discover about yourself.

i came to a sudden realization that i hum whenever i'm upset.
like whenever there's this hurting silence,
i hum.
any tune, any song.
i just.. hum.
kinda strange huh.
i guess its my way of releasing tension
like how some people count to ten b4 they start to get mad?
yeah.

of course if you see me smiling and we just had a happy chat where i suddenly break off to hum- uh no its not the mood swings.
it's probably cors its a happy hum tune or su'm.
(did i just say happy hum tune?!?)

i am so weird.
you can tell my emotions by my hums.
like a.....














...bee. zzzzz

AND amelia brought sudden revelation to me that i bite my lips nervously when i've say something that i'm totally unprepared for.

so like i say, every new year sheds some more light unto yourself.


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got back my Os result and surprise surprise,
i did better then i thought i would.
now the dilema is which course to choose.

i know, i know i wanted soo so much to et into mass comm at first.
but now im having second thoughts.

howwww?

lemme go tell my troubles to God.

He always knows what to do.

the year 2008

thus i have progressed on,
growing a year older and wiser,
into another episode of my life where new experiences will overwhelm me-
and as i learn how to overcome them.
i have now turned into the age of 17.

in short,
i am like 17 already omg.
how can i be 17?
i don't even look 17.
seriously.
at the restaurant, most of the customers would be like:
"ooh how cute, a young girl."

or,
"don't you have school?"

or,
"sorry my friend and i have this bet, how old are you?"
to which i would dutifully reply "16"
and then the guy would laugh and exclaim "yes i won!"
to which i would feel the sudden strong urge to stuff the water jug over his head,
and then laugh loudly and run away.
(not very 16 yr old ish behaviour, i know)

honestly,
it is kinda sick to bet about a girl's age.
and you may have won the bet,
but you have deflated my ego.
:(

so i have decided;
next time another curious smart-ass comes asking for my age in disbelief,
i would tell them humbly.

"i am a 12 years old child prodigy, that's why.
now.
eat your heart out :) "