i just realised that i am SO behind all my classes.
my homework, all millions of them, are still untouched.
plus im failing my math[s] and chinese.
and math is like THEE important sub needed to at least carry on.
im a goner. dead. no hope. zero, zip, zilch.
at least life was sweet.. for awhile.

its like 1 am now and im still on the com.
no thanks to a certain teacher who always goes the extra mile to make sure my life in school is miserable.
i mean, when have i ever really mis-behaved in front of you?
and you think I'M a bad influence?
you know, coming from you.. that is SO ridiculous. cors you're the one making me do all these.
YOU are the one responsible for this rebellious change.
cutting school, not doing homework, slacking AFTER school.
all this what you made me do.
your pressures, your stares, your threats.
you're using them to frighten us into obeying you.
well hell, it worked. for a while. not anymore.
and come on, when has after-school life ever became your problem?
you've tried to control us everywhere we go!
we cant even be happy for a while with you there watching our backs, ready to scold us for a single mistake.
hey, ALL human beings screw up once and then. don't tell me you didnt?
after-shcool stuff, as long as we're not breaking law, is none of your biz. but nooo. you have to scold me for just.. slacking?
now you want to take over my life?
please. im not trying to be disrespectful here.
im just stating facts and the fact that you only try to control US, and not anyone else, is seriosly saying alot about your biasness.
argh. we're not your kids. we have our own life besides this.
you should get your own life too and stop bossing us around.
the day i leave you, is the day when i'll have my freedom back and it's so NEVER gonna go back to you.

that's it.

yes, this is what i wanted to tell you about jing ying.
have a good night (: