A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhoodstreet, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids dartingout from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no childrenappeared.Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on thebrakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. Theangrydriver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him upagainst a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Justwhat the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw isgoing to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic."Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," Hepleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears drippingdown his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parkedcar. "It's my brother, "he said "He rolled off the curb and fell out of hiswheelchairand I can't lift him up." Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, "Would you pleasehelp me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me." Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swellinglump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into thewheelchair,then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes andcuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay. "Thank you and mayGod bless you," the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up forwords, the man simply watched the boy! push his wheelchair-bound brother down thesidewalk toward their home. It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was verynoticeable,but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He keptthe dent there to remind him of this message: "Don't go through life so fast thatsomeone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!" God whispersin our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen,He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice to listen or not.

Thought for the Day:
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning
Face it, friend - He is crazyabout you!
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears,and light for the way.
Read this line very slowly and let it sink in...
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

agape,
felicia (:

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance, Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,you know, you know
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all, I'd give for us, Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,you know, you know
So far away, Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted, I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed, I need to hear you say
That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I forgive you For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

yeah that was the song far away by nickelback.

changed blogskin to this simpler skin for the time-being.
til' i get my nice,nice,nice,nice,nice,nice,nice blogskin.
lol. and i found this skin while i was searching for THEE skin..
so i guess you'll be seeing the veronicas until i complete my conquest for it! lol.

today i was kinda tired out. slept in math class.
been slacking soo much. shit. and xam's like on the 4th.
*new resolution: pay attention!* [winks to mel]
had physics test today and i'm so gonna flunk it.
guranteeed. failure.
anyways, we went to ginza after school
ate at macs and all..
then met hing ying&chia. lol.
made funny sounds and all[like blowing the lips or su'm]
we all went home 'cept sara who had tuition. lol
was walking home when i met tomio.
my long lost neighbour. he'd grown into this lanky guy.
and his voice was finally okay. after all that breaking. lol

tmrw's achievers' day performance!
the real thing. omfg.
what if i step on someone's leg or kick someone?
what if.. what if..
*takes a deep breath*
tmrw is the day where all our hard work pays off!

argh. two tests tmrw!
chem&physics.
great. just what i need to add on to the stressload.
i think i need like aromatherapy or yoga or the works.
yeah bring on the anti-stress busters!

after school we wenta ginza again.
ate, ate and ate.
then went home.
oh and i was like trying to postpone my dental
but they put me on hold for 15 mins
playing the same melody for 15 MINUTES!
and that same voice asking you to wait.
i think life is mocking me.
like how me&jia en had to run for that 189 bus.
and i realized i needed 20 cents more.
so i shouted "jia en! you've twenty cents?"
[the bus was approaching]
and she went "i've no coins.."
[the bus reached]
then i was "sara! sara! you've coins?"
[people started boarding]
and luckily she heard and passed me the coins and i made it in time to the bus.
[still boarding..]
but it was sooo crowded.
then jia en saw another EMPTY 189 behind. so we took it. hehe.
those people in front were squeezing and we had aLOTT of space.
lol.
i alighted and guess what.
i saw THREE 189 buses just infront of each other.
the world isn;t normal anymore.
but moral of the story is.. bring change along! you'll never know when you might really need it for a bus.

everyone[well, almost everyone] is getting depressed.
i think the rate of sucide this month will be prettteey high.
all getting sucidal.
*not for those in love though x) *

okay.
i just crapped.
probably cors its late out.
still have full-dress rehearsal tmrw.
good night, people!

no. its not hatred im feeling now.
its another sin.
worse than all the other ones, which are immediate, violent and hot.
this one sits inside you quietly and eats you from the inside out.
it's the Eighth Deadly Sin. the one God left out. Hope.
:(

oh man.
today has been such an emotional day.
so many people crying.
so many tragedies.
life can be so cruel somtimes.
well, most fo the time.

today, had lessons and all..
but my eyes hurt too much to really pay attention.
so.. another school day wasted. gone down the drain.
blocked outta my head. mann. home-schooling sounds so good now.
anyways, after school
was supposed to have math remadial but ms portia cancelled it due to the the night rehearsal today, tonight.
which means i had 3 hours to roam around school and kill precious time.
sounds super huh?
'cept it isn't as fun when you have nothing much to do..
just hung around the benches..
and finallay.
time to change into our dance stuff AND clip all our fringes.
'not a single strand of baby hair should be loose or else..'-said you-know-who.
and then we had to wax/gel up our hair just to keep everything intact or it'll be the horrible wayang again. stuff and bother.
so we changed. even applied make-up for the benefit of saving HEr time. BUT< BUT< BUT, mrs chng saw and told us to wash it off!
man. and it was like long-lasting makeup so we scrubbed our eyes out.
and now my eyes all blurred and red-ish and eye-bagish.
then after all the clipping up of hair, changing into outfits and putting some flower into our hair, it was time to face the horror
with me&my forehead against the world.
ate dinner.. blah blah.
and it was.. show time!
roy took a vid of us and i must admit, we looked good.
hahas.
im not boasting here.. but our lines were straight and the movements were mostly together. watch the vid with your own eyes to find out if we really did it alright. i think roy's gonna burn a disc for us.. [thnkx]
went to ginza for supper-cum-dinner-cum-snack.
mac was closing then. lol.
talked awhile before leaving.

oh!
i didnt get the cut yet. but im still so freaked.
i was like clinging on to the arm and wouldn't let go.
esp at the lift. lol
im traumatised for life.
don't know why i got all scared on it..
i ususally wanted to hear more of 'em[so agrees ahh-ma]
hmmm. mel thinks im going depressed. lol
im not. im perfectly.. alright.

to my girls; hey'all. cheer up alright? life is like that sometimes. [i can somehow understand what you're feeling]and God does exist. and he is the one who helps you and gives you the strength to go on living happily afterall. and for the record, im not entering depression mode anytime ever. but, heyy. i hope everything's fine with you all too. about what happened last night, please dont attempt it again. i'll keep supporting you, in the meantime, don't give up. no matter what, im sure[100% positive] that you'll have me and all your dear friends. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE ADVICE GIVEN AND ALL THE HELP WHEN I WAS DOWN. (: (: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE HELP AND SUPPORT AND LOVE (: (: i love you girls forever.

-life's been a rollercoaster for me recently.
cos of soo much things happening all at the same time.
such emotional ones to.

whoa. so much's been happening.
and yup. i agree with rae.
love IS in theeee air.
(:

we had dance today.
was late cors my dad car had a break down
and this time it wasn't on purpose or anything.
lol
then we danced away an hour on some moves..
and another long time on gymnast..
and her special-one-and-only trademark screamings at the end of dance,
due to our modern. like..
everything must be perfect for her.
urgh.

after dance, rae hatta go 'somewhere' *winks*
and jia'en had ballet for the afternoon
so it was left with sara, mel&me.
decided to hang out with the guys for a while.
was supposed to go wast coast park cors they wanted to parkour.
but we stayed at ginza in the end.
lol
ate formosa and drankt he addictive pink dolphin drink.
after that we took like another hour to think of where we wanted to go.
probably cors we're all dead tired after dance. lol
so in the end, the guys went to jon's house.
and we proceeded to.. *where else*..
MAC. lol
talked and all.. then we got ice-creams.
my choco-cone was like leaking and the ic-cream keep dripping!
lol. so distracting.
after, the super nice manager gave me a heart balloon and mel had a bear shaped one. *she rocks*
then talked.. and talked.. and talked..
and we wanted to get bubble tea.
but we were all pretty broke.
so we kept thinking of ways to get da cash.. *like calling rae up*
lol. sorry for disturbing, rae.
i left early cors my dad came and fetched me home.
then i went home. and got myself hooked onto the tvee.
lol. watched- the mummy. starship troopers. love actually. and the incredibles. lol
im turning into a tvee junkie.
noooo. i've gotta dig up my old books to balance things out.
lol
me&mel both have a new resolution;
to study harder from now on.
let's strive on, mel!
but i seriously need math help cors my math tutor is vomiting blood now.
ah wells. we'll see how it goes.

going phone-shopping with jHing ying tmrw.
i already know what im gonna get! heh.

-hey.
hope that sleep worked for you.
get well soon yeah.
(:


soooooo long people!