moments i captured

for my photo assignment;

and candies for your eyes.
well my photog skills ain't that good, but i'm improving (i hope)
had fun with the shoots, under the scorching sun.
but hey, you know what they say.
the friends who perspire together stays together?





















(the two pics of me was taken by rae :)
rae's the pretty model, russe's the skate model, malay guy's unknown model.


cheers!








p.s: the colours in the picture don't come off as nicely as it does on my iphoto i don't know why. maybe it's nicer if you like view it full page or su'm.

it's mah style.

greetings earthlings.

i'm feeling rather relaxed in schl now because (almost) all of my assignment's been completed and submitted! but what goes on after doesn't quite give me a rush as the process of submitting my work.
here's why:

The vicious cycle of Poly life (or maybe just my sch life)
step 1) Pay attention in class/lecture.
step 2) Teacher warns you about the upcoming assignment, 3 weeks before hand.
step 3) So you try to pay attention in class so you'd know how to do the assignment well.
step 4) Well, you tried. you really tried.
step 5) May fail to focus and so lose the momentum. Hence, lose some important details about the assignment that's now due in *gasp* 1 week.
step 6) As reality sets in that you've to hand it up within 120 hours, you struggle and start praying for wisdom.
step 7) Just 10 hours before submission, manage to do quite a good(?) job despite the rushed conditions.
step 8) Think that maybe you just can work under pressure after all. Must be the prayers.
step 9) Submit the work on the deadline, feel the rush and celebrate the sense of achievement.
step 10) Feel rather relaxed in sch because (almost) all of the assignment's been completed and submitted. Then realize that it'll start all over again from step 1.


yeah, that's totally and honestly how it works for me.
well i;m not exactly proud of the way i'm doing it,
so i've taken it into account and i've made up a plan on how to improve!
wanna see? ;)









The new and improved vicious cycle of Poly life.

step 1) Pay attention in class/lecture.
step 2) Teacher warns you about the upcoming assignment, 3 weeks before hand.
step 3) So you try to pay attention in class so you'd know how to do the assignment well.
step 4) Buy sour sweets to stay awake in class. Or i should ask renee, hannah, doreen and jocelyn to slap me.
step 5) May fail to focus but go home to catch up on lecture notes. Thank God for MEL's sharing system.
step 6) Within 120 hours of submission, you have a good idea on what you want to do and how it will turn out.
step 7) Pray and seek his wisdom, and manage to finish all with good time.
step 8) Know that you don't have to work under pressure after all.
step 9) Submit the work on the deadline, feel the rush and celebrate the sense of achievement.
step 10) Feel rather relaxed in sch because (almost) all of the assignment's been completed and submitted. Then realize that it'll start all over again from step 1. And this time i won't be dreading it.


okay i think i shall start like... now!
when i see my friends in sch imma ask them to equip themselves with ways and means to keep me focused in class.
but i'll draw the line at red ants. and pulling of hair. and painful pinches. and pepper spray.
okay, definitely no pepper spray.
i mean, i only want to stay awake. not blind myself.

how hard can it be right?




hahah i have faith :D
& if faith can move the mountains,
it can surely keep me awake!




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i love you Jesus, deep down in my heart.
talk about deep deep down down deep down in my heart <3

make some sense

i'm back with updates.
as le en reminded me;
my blog's dead.
now's time to feed it some food again.
(sorry le en, i took so long to post up and had to make you wait lol love ya :)
& sorry it hasn't been blogging recently.
've been pretty busy this hols.
i think it's the busiest i've ever been on a sch holiday!
on normal hols, i'd just slack and decompose at home, go out shopping/movie-ing, go for dance classes and then finally when my hols are ending, i will rush out all my homework stuff. sometimes i'll be so bored i wished the hols would just end already.
truth's like that for some of us, no? ;)

but this hols!
the ALIVE program, oh boy, am i really alive.
it has been nothing but a fun and awesome experience with N329 and this time, E443 too :D
actually, awesome just doesn't describe it.
triproawecreation's more like it.
i just created this new word. lemme break it down for ya:

tri- the first part of triumph.
pro- favouring.
awe- from awesome and wonder.
creation- from recreation. the thrill and excitement at an activity.
so, triproawecreation can be used to describe awesome, but awesome with a victory and the thrill of what just happened.
:D





anyway,
i've been thinking,
(don't i always think lol)
that no matter how fast you move on to the future,
the past will always catch up with you- sooner or later.
the past meaning people whom you lost contact with, or people whom you'll never expect to come back from your memories. and no, not spirits!
i don't really know why..
but it hit me one day,
that actually God will send the people from your past (be it your old sch friends, distant relatives.. anyone whom you havent spoken to in a while) to you as a last chance to either catch up with them and get them back into your life..
or they slip away- as abruptly as how they entered back into your life.
so i guess it's really our choice.
whether we want them back into our lives again.. the different paths we'd take.
afterall,


as Josh said, 'What is love without free will, without the chance to make our own decisions?'


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edit:
(i don't need to prove myself)
[what's in me- doesn't matter if You're the only one who sees]
{after all, it's all for You, no one else}

`i know that You know it,
and that's more than enough.

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i placed the brackets in there to make it more fanciful lol to prettify my post.
shucks it ain't working though.
ah well.
(at least it's not emo...
'cors Shakespeare hates your emo poems hahaha)



it's more than enough :)