as le en reminded me;
my blog's dead.
now's time to feed it some food again.
(sorry le en, i took so long to post up and had to make you wait lol love ya :)
& sorry it hasn't been blogging recently.
've been pretty busy this hols.
i think it's the busiest i've ever been on a sch holiday!
on normal hols, i'd just slack and decompose at home, go out shopping/movie-ing, go for dance classes and then finally when my hols are ending, i will rush out all my homework stuff. sometimes i'll be so bored i wished the hols would just end already.
truth's like that for some of us, no? ;)
but this hols!
the ALIVE program, oh boy, am i really alive.
it has been nothing but a fun and awesome experience with N329 and this time, E443 too :D
actually, awesome just doesn't describe it.
triproawecreation's more like it.
i just created this new word. lemme break it down for ya:
tri- the first part of triumph.
pro- favouring.
awe- from awesome and wonder.
creation- from recreation. the thrill and excitement at an activity.
so, triproawecreation can be used to describe awesome, but awesome with a victory and the thrill of what just happened.
:D
anyway,
i've been thinking,
(don't i always think lol)
that no matter how fast you move on to the future,
the past will always catch up with you- sooner or later.
the past meaning people whom you lost contact with, or people whom you'll never expect to come back from your memories. and no, not spirits!
i don't really know why..
but it hit me one day,
that actually God will send the people from your past (be it your old sch friends, distant relatives.. anyone whom you havent spoken to in a while) to you as a last chance to either catch up with them and get them back into your life..
or they slip away- as abruptly as how they entered back into your life.
so i guess it's really our choice.
whether we want them back into our lives again.. the different paths we'd take.
afterall,
as Josh said, 'What is love without free will, without the chance to make our own decisions?'
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(i don't need to prove myself)
[what's in me- doesn't matter if You're the only one who sees]
{after all, it's all for You, no one else}
`i know that You know it,
and that's more than enough.
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i placed the brackets in there to make it more fanciful lol to prettify my post.
shucks it ain't working though.
ah well.
(at least it's not emo...
'cors Shakespeare hates your emo poems hahaha)
it's more than enough :)
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