okay, i know i said life's been awesome and brilliant and i'm bubbly with happiness.
BUT

after that..
let's just say life isn't a bed of roses.

i'm stressing myself out with my photog assignment, some frustrations, my overdued sketchbook and second story draft.
and when do i have to submit them?

prolly in a years time?

how about 6 months time?

or.... 3 months time?

ah, 1 months' time ain't too bad.

oh perhaps i can rush it in 2 weeks.

i wish.
i really really wish.
like, really really really really.

'cause i procastinated and all (yeah it's kinda my fault that i'm in this hot boiling tomato soup-yeah i'm the main course)
so now i'm only left with

12 frickin' hours.

i was freaking out initially, but i'm feeling much more calm now. (thanks again jyings)

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okay i sense that miracles are gonna happen.





through my brokenness i can be an example.
now all i gotta do is survive the broken-ing.

so i haven't been blogging here,
doesn't been i haven't been blogging else where...

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(i'm gonna advertise my wordpress/school assignment blog here hehe)

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check www.sofelicious.wordpress.com out! :D
it's the best damn thing your eyes have ever seen.

okay not the beeeest, but still good LAH
i'm high right now, i think my maid slipped coke into my drink, and gosh when i'm high the whole world seems to be suchhh a nicer place than the world i live in normally.
seriously.
strangers will smile to me when i pass them on the streets..
okay prolly cors i'm humming away and smiling up at them too.

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life's been fab recently.
the only way it can get better is if i can pass my art lol
&!
maybe complete my shopping list
&!
maybe if i can watch ironman.

other than that,
i'm real contented.
:D

'kayyy well gtg i'm going for cgd soon yay!

music makes me lose control

I can do this.
I am so ready.
I am a confident dancer who can work it.
oh yeah, I'm ready to bring it on!

you must be thinking that i'm like mojo-crapping here but i'm not, FYI, i'm still very sane :D (last time i checked heh)
it's the nra auditions today and here goes nothing!
yesterday, booked a studio with renee, evan and rae to practice some moves in case it was needed today.
haven't danced in a long time, so was feeling kinda rusty but after some time, the kinks got kinked away!
rae was awesome, to say the least.
she helped me do an impromptu dance chereo and was patiently teaching it to me.
then, she helped renee and evan with their dance steps too.
if anyone was to have a successful future in dance,
it'll definitely be rae.

cors after we met up again at central mall,
we practiced the set of moves she gave and we hid in the handicap toilet (lol)
to get things right.
and like if things didn't look right, she could change and remember the moves..
just like *snaps finger* that!

so i wanna give a big shout-out to my dear rachel:
thanks for patiently teaching it, and i never once saw you get impatient or frustrated!
i really really appreciate the help, even though its not your audition but you still did your best, and i'll try my bestest for today!
i'll make God, you, jingying, sara, zhi hao and all you who encouraged me, proud!

i'm so hyped up for later.
we can so do this, renee :)

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i'll be back with good news!



edit: and i AM back with good news!
i got in NRA!!
yay!
but im kinda exhausted now so my brain's still processing this..
my excitement will commence tmrw.
be prepared for me suddenly breaking out into a dance or me suddenly jumping up and down in joy.

whoooooooo :D