(i need Your strength, to live again)

So f21 has some new things that i really like,
since i'm becoming more financially stable i wanna get some stuff!
and thus ruining my newly found financial stability.
okay i have second thoughts on ordering now.
see, i'm slowly becoming frugal.
now everytime b4 i order something i take superrr long to decide and in the end i don't buy it cors it's sold out lol so there, i saved money.
hahahahahah-
i feel better after laughing at myself.

moving on,
looky here at the clothes!


i think i'll wear this every day.
but then i don't need a tshirt to remind me but i'll still wear it every day.







i (L) connector rings! and they're only 2.80 USD which is like one mac-spicy burger here in sg!
so if i can eat mac-spicy burgers everyday, why can't i order a ring just this one time right???!???!??
i just logic-ed myself into getting the ring whooooo
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okay so if the 'Jesus (L)'s me' shirt is 16.90 USD..
it's about 3 mac-value meals? if i can order 3 value meals why can't i order a shirt just this one time
RIGHT?

okay stop it fel, food are a necessity.
clothes are not.
i mean, fancy clothes are not.
gunny sacks should be in fashion then we'd all save money and look good all the time.

Try this:

1) Get your house keys in one hand.

2) On the other hand, pick up your hp and call a friend.

3) Chat and arrange a dinner with her.

4) Hang up after confirming.

5) Find your house keys.

That always happens to me -.- I think I unconsciously multi-task, if there is such a thing.

Like doodle or fiddle with paper while I'm on a phone call. Then after the phone call I would see the mess of paper or the weird drawings and writings I draw.

A bit worrying but I guess it's how my mind un-clutters itself.

Okay, no, I don't think so too, so nevermind next topic stop distracting me!

Had first cg today and it was gooood :D

Really glad to meet and talk to every one of them, I think they're cool and interesting and nice and friendly and so much more. Now back when I was a teen, I don't think I was as cool as them. Back then I was going to the library to read with trena my book buddy!

Wait I still go to the library to read with trena, to think of it.

Haha okay so not much change- once a nerd, always a nerd B-)

And that reminds me I have overdue library books and I needa help jying borrow su'm and I just bought a book from sal army that day with rae for 2 bucks!

I'll show y'all my sal army purchases soon, thrifting is like recycling so I feel green. Rae, we saved the earth!

Recently my mental clock has been switching off at 12 midnight and I get so tired that I HAVE to sleep by 12 or else I'll crash on the sofa or while I'm brushing my teeth halfway. I'm getting more sleep by sleeping at midnight but I'm not complaining, if fact I love sleeping early I could get used to this. (I might suffer in WOW camp though if I shut down by 12am :X)

Golly look it's 1 am, no wonder I almost dozed off okay goodnight <3>

P.S updated my playlist!

I like the first song, it's like one of my feel-good songs.

& then there's Amoled cors I can't get enough & britney spears' new song. Catchy.

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Let go,

let God.

the difference?

Click on pic to see it clearer but lady gaga has her own sneakers!

I wouldn't mind designing my own sneakers. Not at all.

But then again everyone has dreams and ideas. It is whether you try and make your dream a reality that sets you apart from the dreamers. You enter into a whole new realm.

You are one step closer to making it real.

I went onto mystery google in class and typed 'lucky'
I got back this:
"Someone, anyone, sing me a disney song. 781 363 1216."


Mystery Google
you get what the person before you searched for.

Stress relief from AVID

HANNAH!

"Smile. It makes a world of difference. Dance. Who knows when you won’t be able to. Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you. Kiss. Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world. Laugh. Whats the point in hiding happiness ? Apologize. You don’t wanna lose friends. Hug. Theres no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love. Live, because life is everything."

Case number #2947

*Studies show that from birth,
most boys like pink.

But as they point pink stuff out to their mothers,
the moms will smack their hands and push them to the blue colors.

So after a while the boys will have to suppress their love for pink and learn how to accept blue.
And after a few years, the boys will like blue and the pink will be cut away from their lives.
Social conditioning, tsk.

*Studies taken from the files of Felicia @ Babyware and seen through the eyes of Felicia.

Cause in my mind, we had so much time

but that time is running out..
i'll treasure what we have now.

For inspiration;

Here're some websites to help stimulate you visually.

(my blog pales in comparision)

- http://www.mulletized.com/

(design and typo, photos and his musings)

-http://abduzeedo.com/

(this website is a keeper for people who love web designs or just... design)

- http://blog.thepixel.com/

(my FAVE blog layout haha you have to go see it! it's for a company web and it's genius)

- http://www.jasongraymusic.com/

(with flash it's really interesting it's my 2nd fave blog design, watch how his eyes move. I wouldn't mind having a baner like that)

- http://sushiandrobots.com/

(another awesome web design, with quirky and arty stuff. I guarantee if you like cute robots you will like this)

Have fun ;)

God's imaginary light switch

Marc Johns

except maybe the 'traffic lights' are the sun and the moon instead.
God, don't tun off the light! I'll not for mine too.
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine.

Over with maya, for now. YES!

I zhall now coll myself ze eye expvert after making ze eye zocket of ze guy's face for like a vazillion times. Hire mua, zen I zhall fiv zour eyes. Zen you zee pretty pretty!
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We are all born to feel negatively, emotionally.
It's normal to feel sad and emo once in a while..
But be careful not to dwell in that pool of misery too much.
What if you sink too deep to get out?

We live in a 3-dimensional world.
And though now our problems seem to overwhelm us up from the left and right view,
sometimes you just need that someone to pull you up and see the top view of things.
Things aren't that big as they seem...
Suddenly things look easier to fix, no?

Things always appear how you want them to.
Happy = Happy incidents
Sad = Sad and unlucky things happen

I'm learning how to take things in my stride,
because after every storm/rain/drizzle will come a rainbow.
It is whether you'd want to lift up your head to see it or not.
Nooo I'm not getting sadistic and saying that Yes today I have a bad day but lalala it's okay bad day is still a good day oh hallelujah.
Non non, absolument pas. (poser hahaha)

I guess what I'm saying is that sometimes by seeing the unfortunate things as a learning thing, you might save yourself a few tears and heart ache.
And I don't know, I'm not so emo nowadays and I just thought I'd share the secret to my happier days.
I mean if there's nothing good to think about then I'd rather not.
But if it's good then share and spread the love (L)
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Plants VS Zombies tmrw yay!

Hahaha computer thrills.

Sepaking of which, was walking through the pasar malam today and gosh, cheap-thrill galore!

Like a $2.80 Ben 10 watch that lights up?!

Olive: Grandpa, do you think I’m pretty?
Grandpa: Olive, you are the most beautiful girl in the whole world!
Olive: Nah, you’re just saying that…
Grandpa: No, I’m not kidding. I’m madly in love with you, and it’s not because of your brains or your personality.

Awww sweet grandpa.

I don't know why I'm thinking about zbrush on a night like this
I think in some twisted way, I really like doing zbrush
and shake!
Hi DD girlies I miss you all.

News. & I'm excited and anxious and words just fail me now.
Gonna be busy but it'd be the good kind of busy y'know? :)

Definitely how I wanna lead my life.

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Korea's rockin', they even made a song for this new technology thing that samsung is using now!

I mean it's all part of samsung's marketing scheme which works, if you ask me.

Just hearing and watching this vid alone makes me wanna buy the new samsung phones too.

Or maybe I'm just biased 'cors there's After School in there hehe

Doreen is like my source to k-pop thank you babe! Also please feel free to speak your korean and I will surely listen to every word you say 'cors it'll sound so nice haha

Dare to dream

Some people feel the rain, some people just get wet.

"It's like you get this picture in your head of the way things should be, and you end up closing yourself off to some of the wonder and serendipity of the actual experience."

eletheowl

Dope shizz

Yeah that's me, the girl in green.
You don't see me?
Funny, I can see me.
I'm really there! Dancing beside the girl in blue.
*self-denial*

Okay denial is not a nile in Egypt.
So I'm not there.. yet.
One day, I will :D

Imma be on the next level
Imma be rockin' over that bass treble
Imma be chillin' with my mutha mutha crew
Imma be makin' all them deals you wanna do

Imma be up in them A-list flicks
Doin' one-handed flips, and Imma be sippin' on drinks
'Cause Imma be shakin' my hips
You gon' be lickin' your lips

Imma be takin them pics, lookin' all fly and shit
Imma be the flyest chick, so fly
Imma be spreadin' my wings
Imma be doin' my thang,

do it,

do it,

okay.

How did it come to this

talk it out.

(Okay sorry I camwhored)

long hair

short hair (haha oldest trick in the book)

center partinggg

I've been wanting something like this for a while but have never gotten round to buy it and woah, an angel blessed me with what I wanted! pretty hairband :)

1) Thanks Jy.

2) Need to stay home more to spend time with my family. Sorry mum for making you worried. Thanks dad for understanding. Shawn.. what happened? Eze I'll play Green TD with you. Marquis I'll start walking you again.

3) Flattered but no.

4) Felicia, grades aren't all that.

5) the destiny You have for me.