10.20- logged in to blogger.com
10.21- drank my last sip of water in the cup while talking to my mom.
10.22- still talking to my mom.

okay.
its currently 10.24pm, 12 Aug.
i'm listening to west grand boulevard,
while multi-tasking to help my mom with some sunday school props
(she's a sunday school teacher)
AND watching the chinese news cuz my great grandma wants to watch it.
and since the TiVo's right in front of me,
i'm unbelieveably watching it too.


alrighty. am here to keep you updated about my personal life
(so why am i bloggind it down here? hm.)
had dance today.
as usual, by 11am, was completely exhausted.
thank goodness mrs chng heard the voices of the tired people and slacken, abit.
then, just when i thought we could relax, i was wrong. as usual.
she did some carrying stunts with us.
and.. it was pretty uncomfortable for some reason cuz she was pulling me up and all.
but, the good news is that in the partner work, i managed to jump onto jon's shoulder and.. it sounds weird from here so i'm not gonna continue.

10.33- takes a break as i help my mom with her props.
10.46- finally back. shall continue:

after dance, lingered in the toilet for awhile to gush out some stuff..
then rushed off to cityhall to meet this person.
bought 2 cool tops.
then i had a problem.
i was gonna meet her inside cityhall mrt station.
so then i wouldn't be going out at all, and so i'd be buying a standard ticket from clementi to.. clementi?
i didn't know if it was possible or not so i decided not to risk it.
so i bought to commonwealth instead cuz i had a direct bus from there and i didn't really mind.
but! the problem was i soooooo stupidily boarded my bus on the opposite direction(i have a lousy sense of direction)
and ended up in outram.
so i alighted and crossed over to the bus stop to get the right bus home.
at the right bus stop, i figured things were'nt so bad.
but i could not believe that i had to wait at that freaking hot bus stop with flies and smoke for like, half an hour til that idiotic bus arrived.
i finally boarded and off i set home!
but the journey was like 30 mins.
i swear, i became a stone statue aLOT of times today.
argh. stupid public transport.
i'm sooo getting my own car and chaffuer to drive.
or hire a full-time cab uncle.
whatever. as long as i don't have to wait again for the damn bus.

fine fine, you've heard me rant.
and all my irritation for the bus has been slightly subdued.
so.. i leave you all here with best wishes and a very good night!

10.52 -stops typing.
10.53- publish post.
10.54- logged off.

i'm sick.

not as in horny horny kinda sick.
but as in sick sick.
with the nauseous feeling(no, not pregnant. banish that thought out of your mind)
and a very hot and sexy forehead,
and the whole works.
didn't go to school today cuz i was fevering.

anways.
its been quite awhile since i last blogged.
(due to some family relations of mine that have been increasingly selfish)
so, i thouhgt i might update you for awhile while i wait for that nasty med to react on me.

jia'en's and sara's special day has come and gone.
and so sorry that i still owe you guys presents!
well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOU TWO!
oh! and b4 i forget, REBBECA's too!
wishing you all the best in your studies and whatever you do.
(:

yesterday, yesterday
spent the night at mel's house with jia'en too.
jia en found my twin(lol?) as we had bubble tea with jelly thingys in them.
then later, mel brought in the laptop and so we started surfing some stuff..
online shopping anyone?
oh and later, we went sorta crazy while chatting with minhan on msn
till we were all snatching at the com.
AND we were so actively snatching it that the com got off-ed
also, the bed was spilt into and jia en fell in the hole.
lol.
after that high period, we fell asleep and woke up..
ate breakfast, thanks mel, and then went off to shcool.
was so tired in school that i was sleeping away in most classes/

had dance also during the afternoon.
did mr peh's dance steps and also partnerwork.
afer dance, found out i was fevering quite abit.
so didn't go for chem tuition, sorry jy.
i was like, gagging during my walk home.
finally ended my misery as i went straight to sleep and only waking up to take me med. (grossssss)
slept till today.

and thats all that happened.
nothing eventful but yeah.

okay. shit. getting giddy spells now.
gotta go and hit the sack.
bye y'all.

btw- anyone wants a piece of my new and latest line of clothes,
(i call it : the barfonyou wear)
just send me a piece of your clothes and i'll gladly out whatev. i just had for breakfast on your plate, in liquid form.
sounds alittle teeny bit disgusting.
but i know,
an artist is nvr appreciated until that artist is dead.
so i sugest you get one now and if you're still alive after im gone, who knows,
you might get a fortune!
heh/

right, hafta go now.
or i'll sleep here, virtually.

null, angelika and nazri. kewliz.

hey y'all.
had a blast today!
not at school though, it was rountinely boring. lol
mrs goh told me my skirt length was short by half a inch and i was like,
what the fook?

anyways, what made the day fun was went we meet chia lynn!
that's when all the cool things started happeneing!
lol.
met her, talked and laughed and laughed.
then we went to this SAM to take pamplets.
there were so many to take.
lol.
aafter that, went to SMu to check out this cheerleading thing.
they were practicing.
and we were doing some dance there too.
lol?

so later- we went to the cathy and stopped at ben&jerry's to get chia's ice cream
WHEN
we met these real cool peeps.
they had a super super ginormous tube of mixed ben&jerry's to celebrate a friend's(nazri) bday.
lol. they invited us to help them finish it,
and the surprising thing, we did!
we joined them and soon we started talking and all.
they were niceee people, plus friendly too.
then we played this spinning game to help finish the ice cream faster.
fun fun. lol
hahas. so glad to haf met them!
well, happy birthday, nazri! (the guy with two mouth pierces!lol.)
gonna be see them soon!
hahas.

kay. hafta go sleep now. my stomach's hurting. lol.

btw- west grand boulevard's album is coming out on the 4TH AUGUST!!
the day chia lynn leaves. lol.

today must be one of the most tiring day for me, ever.
*yawns*
was like, practically skiving off in class to snooze.
went home earlier to get a good sleep.
wanna know how long i slept?
well, i'll tell you whether you want to know or not.
(:

5pm-10.45pm!
wahas. and that was a nap.
yeah yeah.
not exactly a world record here.
or not so unusual.
but, its a nice change to the same old time i've been sleeping at.
so.
lol.
i may not be able to sleep tonight, i guess.
heh.

see ya all.
while you all sleep.
i'll be here. not literally though.

anyways.
good night!(:

the ghost festival starts at 12midnight.
now its 11.34.
do you believe in ghosts?

1st place for the hip-hop guys!

yes! it's true.
for the asian pacific dance competition, btwn different countries too,
the sec 2 guys [also known as the J-hoppers] have bagged the..
FIRST prize for their section!

hahas/ yup. you heard me right.
1st!!!

so proud of them. lol
so anyways,
CONGRATS!

ahhhhhhh... they did it!
hahas. whooooooooooo ~

tmrw's our turn.
trena, mel, farah, rae, jia'en and me.
the african playground thing.
hope its as good.
gonna be having training at noon.
while competition's at night.
(could we not go to school on mon? (:)

okay. gotta go now.
i only came online to spread the good news. heh.
well, wish us luck yeah!
or better yet, move your asses here and support us!
hahas.

alrights.
toodles y'all.
sweet dreams.
(:

hello once again, blogger people.
i came back home, all tired.
and so you should know, since i'm here, i am bored.

just watched finished the whole set of the lovely romantic
korean show: 'save your last dance for me'

it was so sweet.
its about this guy who lost his memory again and again[lol]
and how he regained it just in time to find the woman he truly loves.
alas.
this all only happens in drama series, esp korean.
lol.
so this is what happens when you watch excessively folks, you get all happy and thinking there will be a good-ending when it never is.
but who am i to complain?
i am absolutely happy now.
hahas.









ooooh, i just changed my blogskin/
was finding a nice one.
then i chanced upon this,
and thought it might be a laugh.
*haha?*
seeing as how hollywood is now,
might as well use this skin.
heh.

enjoy this!
(;

tataaaaa.
i shall retreat into the world where i face the boredness looming around me.
hmmmmm.. tvuo seems like a good idea now..
a good idea indeed..
*dashes off to watch*

School's like, boring.

hey y'all.
i'm in school now.
supposed to be working on my geo project,
but we ended up doing something instead.
wahas.

the shopping blog is doing gr888! ~
hahas.
kindly check 'em out if you've da time(:

right now, WQ is beside me..
in the com lab.
all the other coms are like laggy or su'm.
but mine rocks cuz its fast!
heh.

ooooooh. i'm sure you all caught the world cup already?
and italy won!
yayness.
hahas.
too bad brazil didn't win cuz france did NOT get sick!):
oh, if you guys think im like, speaking martian,
lemme explain my brillant theory of life to you:

at the world cup finals,
brazil will be playing against italy!
know why?
cuz france will be down with a mysterious illness
and so, brazil will just have to play!

hahaha.

opps.
bell just rang.
we're dismissed from school!
heh/

goodbye blogger people

hello teevoo!

guess what i just found out:

The Harry Potter author also revealed that two characters will die in the seventh and final Harry Potter book, and that whilst she’s working on the book now, she knows how it will end as she wrote the final chapter in 1990 and it is locked in a safe. Telling the talk show couple how someone told her to kill off Harry so that no one could write sequels, the writer said: "One character has got a reprieve but two characters die who I didn't want to die. But a price has to be paid as we are dealing with major evil." Refusing to answer whether or not Harry would be one of the characters to die, she did say that he may survive but in a way which means he can’t come back. JK joked that she doesn’t want to kill Harry because: “I don’t want the hate mail.”

oh man. just dont kill off more of our good beloved characters.

toodles~

woah.
today, today.
dance was tiriiiiinnngg.
but that is hardly a surprise.
firstly, the surprise is that i've been walking across two overhead bridges everytime i walk to school!
talk about exercise.
one outside the estate,
and the other is at the AYE place.
no wonder the carbs don't work.
okay. from this day on,
i must must must try not to wake up late[or i'll end up walking again] and change my modus transportii to bus!
there, only one bridge to heave myself upon.

secondly, my dad's car[or at least license plate]
is like, luckayyy.
his old car, whose plate no. was 5811.
won my grandma a consolation in the 4D/totto thingy!
and she treated us to a nice yummy dinner.
then, his recent car
[no idea what the no. is] but
won my other grandma a first prize!
just my luck i guess, that now im like a few hundred richer cors she gave us some of her winnings.
groovy grandma.

thirdly, okay. not gonna continue.
gonna enjoy what little hols i have left!

taa.

hello world!
just changed my blogskin.
don't worry, this is not my perfect-dream-skin.
i'm still lookin'.
though i don't really visit the blogosphere often,
so my quest for that skin will probably take a long time.
alright. shaln't stay too long.
i'm looking forward to my dinner that's looking so tempting now.
but,
b4 i go, i'll give you something to be amused about.
i..
*drum rolls*
did my hol hmwk!
hooray!
lol. yeah i finally did it.
some actually. but its the start of something great.
lol. watch out. you'll see geekicia next or something.
of course, i'm not saying those who do their hmwk geeks.
seeing as how i don't usually do mine.
i bet the teachers will be mystified.
wait a min, i'm sounding like a total rebel and a school-hater-that-doesn't-do-my-hmwk but i'm not.
i'm just.. fine.
i'm just lazy.
but this hols, i wasn't!
wahhahahas.

okay. see you folks.
and if you're lucky,
maybe you'll spot my pink nerdy glasses soon
( :

hey all.
i'm back!
hahas. after sucha long time.
i know, i have the slow-blogger-itis.
so bear with me.
and for those who have, i thank you ( :

tomorrow is the day where our hard work and dreams become reality!
its da dance contemp camp 2006!
yay-ness.
after all the blood, sweat and tears, this had better be worthwhile.
and it will!
just hope the juniors will enjoy it as much.
hmmmm.
and once again.
the prize for being an ass, biased to the core, irresponsible, fat, friggin' biased and the queen of unfair and unfair and unfairness goes to.. *drum rolls*
M J C.
wheeeeee.
thinking about her is sickening enough.
what has he gotta do with my dancing and leadership huh? huh??
he's just tryna ask where that friggin' dvd is. and you jump into a defensive mode.
pathetic. i guess you're so defensive cors everyone doesn't like you and so you wanna block yourself out from all the insults and hot water from scalding your poor, vunlerable heart.
typical.
doesn't mean you can take it out on me.
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uh-oh. gonna be late for dance.
don't wanna spark off another protective and defensive scream, wouldn't we?
you need all that voice for the near future.
when you realize i'm not at fault.
you'll be using all that voice to apologise.
( :

toodles~

mental.

that's all i can say about my insane results.
and the ranges are soooo drastically extreme.
like for both math, i got lowest in class.
surprise, surprise.
and for my chinese i passed.
but.
failed my pure sciences too.
i'm so officially dead.
wanna know why?
i'll tell you even if you don't wanna know.
its because,
math is friggin' important than i realised.
so i HAVE to pass math.
like HAVE to, HAVE to.
when my math marks are like 15.
upon a hunred.
no mistake or typo here.
so..

so..

so..

[i wish to be real optimistic about this]
[really really]

so.. i'm toasted.
or perhaps you'll prefer deep-fried or bbq-ed or steamed.
however i caution you, being bony, i do not provide much meat or something.

yadah yadah.
i'll let my marks speak for themselves man.
enjoy laughing at them.

english { 69
lit { 62
math(a) { 11
math(e) {15
physics { 25
chem { 34

voila. now you see why i'm dead meat?

GOD PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!

and in case you're like super super dense and fail to see why im dead meat for math, it is because me and math were natural born enemies. like the lion and the deer.
only this time, the lion's the deadly math.
and.. i'm the deer. *gulp*
and we'll see how the deer will end up.
dead or alive.
though i strongly reckon the deer's a goner.

dance tomorrow! after a long last.
yayness.
though i'll probably be too lazy in the morn to go.
*yawns*

nights people!
( ;

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY, MOM! LOVE YA TRUCKLOADS~ <333

wheeeees.
changed into another skin.
drunkendance.
although its not the nice,nice,nice,nice, super nice skin that im looking for, but this one is cool enough, no?

two more papers to go..
chemistry&mother tongue2/
i'm soo dead.
supposed to be studying but look at me!
i'm like changing blogskins and all.
noooo. my chem&chinese are goners.
i guess i might as well kiss them goodbye.
*smucks*

yesterday yesterday, which is vesak day,
we went to SENTOSA!
we all wore our bikinis and everyone looked great (;
went for tanning and tans are what we got!
there were cool tanlines and all.
it was so fun too.
yays. let's go there soon..
before..
before..
before chialynn..
g..go..g....goes.
):
wait. not even gonna think of that now.
let's just enjoy each other now while we can.
(:

if ya want a more detailed description on sentosas' doing,
check out sara or rae's blog!

alright. shall stop here.
gonna continue watching this korean drama series.
and immense myself in the sweet innocent love.
*sighs*

agape! (:

okayyyy.
time to update!

this period of time is like the danger zone.
because it of the horrifying and terrible and stressing and boolama and hulabula and all the crap of a set of importantly stupid and worthless papers called examinations!
yes. citizens of the world, the 'xams are here!
watch out. cors you might just see some unusual behaviour coming out once in a while. or an excessive amount of consuming chocs and chips.
but hey, the benefits of this bunch of recycled paper is that i can grow slightly fatter, more wrinkles, real real dark eye bags and get dumber too.
all at the same time.
power to the people!

time for the smart brainy peeps to prove themselves clever once again, while me dumb girl sit in the corner and stuff my head with useless last-minute dufuka.
i wish i was born to be someone so intellectual and smart.
like samuel or levina.
ahh wells.
i just hope the report book doesn't higlight the failures in red.
or my whole book'll be dipped in red ink.

i just watched final destination3.
and its so freaky how death just occurs like *snaps finger* that!
so..
i've decided to live life to the fullest and try to do as much as i can so as not to waste my precious life.

i went to a wedsite, my50.co.uk
and compiled a list of what i wanna do before i turn 50!

-watch the sunrise AND sunset on the same day.
-go scuba-diving at the coral reef!
-visit Paris, the city of a'more.
-test drive a Ferrari.
-go outside and lie on the grass.
-ride in a hot-air balloon.
-have a food fight!
-experience a white christmas.
-sleep under the stars!

that's about it for now.
lol.
so much to do, so little time huh?
well, good luck for the exams!
God bless (:

-yeah. its all so so so sudden. why??
did not expect it at all.

A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhoodstreet, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids dartingout from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no childrenappeared.Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on thebrakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. Theangrydriver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him upagainst a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Justwhat the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw isgoing to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic."Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," Hepleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears drippingdown his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parkedcar. "It's my brother, "he said "He rolled off the curb and fell out of hiswheelchairand I can't lift him up." Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, "Would you pleasehelp me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me." Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swellinglump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into thewheelchair,then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes andcuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay. "Thank you and mayGod bless you," the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up forwords, the man simply watched the boy! push his wheelchair-bound brother down thesidewalk toward their home. It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was verynoticeable,but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He keptthe dent there to remind him of this message: "Don't go through life so fast thatsomeone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!" God whispersin our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen,He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice to listen or not.

Thought for the Day:
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning
Face it, friend - He is crazyabout you!
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears,and light for the way.
Read this line very slowly and let it sink in...
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

agape,
felicia (:

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance, Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,you know, you know
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all, I'd give for us, Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,you know, you know
So far away, Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted, I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed, I need to hear you say
That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I forgive you For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

yeah that was the song far away by nickelback.

changed blogskin to this simpler skin for the time-being.
til' i get my nice,nice,nice,nice,nice,nice,nice blogskin.
lol. and i found this skin while i was searching for THEE skin..
so i guess you'll be seeing the veronicas until i complete my conquest for it! lol.

today i was kinda tired out. slept in math class.
been slacking soo much. shit. and xam's like on the 4th.
*new resolution: pay attention!* [winks to mel]
had physics test today and i'm so gonna flunk it.
guranteeed. failure.
anyways, we went to ginza after school
ate at macs and all..
then met hing ying&chia. lol.
made funny sounds and all[like blowing the lips or su'm]
we all went home 'cept sara who had tuition. lol
was walking home when i met tomio.
my long lost neighbour. he'd grown into this lanky guy.
and his voice was finally okay. after all that breaking. lol

tmrw's achievers' day performance!
the real thing. omfg.
what if i step on someone's leg or kick someone?
what if.. what if..
*takes a deep breath*
tmrw is the day where all our hard work pays off!

argh. two tests tmrw!
chem&physics.
great. just what i need to add on to the stressload.
i think i need like aromatherapy or yoga or the works.
yeah bring on the anti-stress busters!

after school we wenta ginza again.
ate, ate and ate.
then went home.
oh and i was like trying to postpone my dental
but they put me on hold for 15 mins
playing the same melody for 15 MINUTES!
and that same voice asking you to wait.
i think life is mocking me.
like how me&jia en had to run for that 189 bus.
and i realized i needed 20 cents more.
so i shouted "jia en! you've twenty cents?"
[the bus was approaching]
and she went "i've no coins.."
[the bus reached]
then i was "sara! sara! you've coins?"
[people started boarding]
and luckily she heard and passed me the coins and i made it in time to the bus.
[still boarding..]
but it was sooo crowded.
then jia en saw another EMPTY 189 behind. so we took it. hehe.
those people in front were squeezing and we had aLOTT of space.
lol.
i alighted and guess what.
i saw THREE 189 buses just infront of each other.
the world isn;t normal anymore.
but moral of the story is.. bring change along! you'll never know when you might really need it for a bus.

everyone[well, almost everyone] is getting depressed.
i think the rate of sucide this month will be prettteey high.
all getting sucidal.
*not for those in love though x) *

okay.
i just crapped.
probably cors its late out.
still have full-dress rehearsal tmrw.
good night, people!

no. its not hatred im feeling now.
its another sin.
worse than all the other ones, which are immediate, violent and hot.
this one sits inside you quietly and eats you from the inside out.
it's the Eighth Deadly Sin. the one God left out. Hope.
:(

oh man.
today has been such an emotional day.
so many people crying.
so many tragedies.
life can be so cruel somtimes.
well, most fo the time.

today, had lessons and all..
but my eyes hurt too much to really pay attention.
so.. another school day wasted. gone down the drain.
blocked outta my head. mann. home-schooling sounds so good now.
anyways, after school
was supposed to have math remadial but ms portia cancelled it due to the the night rehearsal today, tonight.
which means i had 3 hours to roam around school and kill precious time.
sounds super huh?
'cept it isn't as fun when you have nothing much to do..
just hung around the benches..
and finallay.
time to change into our dance stuff AND clip all our fringes.
'not a single strand of baby hair should be loose or else..'-said you-know-who.
and then we had to wax/gel up our hair just to keep everything intact or it'll be the horrible wayang again. stuff and bother.
so we changed. even applied make-up for the benefit of saving HEr time. BUT< BUT< BUT, mrs chng saw and told us to wash it off!
man. and it was like long-lasting makeup so we scrubbed our eyes out.
and now my eyes all blurred and red-ish and eye-bagish.
then after all the clipping up of hair, changing into outfits and putting some flower into our hair, it was time to face the horror
with me&my forehead against the world.
ate dinner.. blah blah.
and it was.. show time!
roy took a vid of us and i must admit, we looked good.
hahas.
im not boasting here.. but our lines were straight and the movements were mostly together. watch the vid with your own eyes to find out if we really did it alright. i think roy's gonna burn a disc for us.. [thnkx]
went to ginza for supper-cum-dinner-cum-snack.
mac was closing then. lol.
talked awhile before leaving.

oh!
i didnt get the cut yet. but im still so freaked.
i was like clinging on to the arm and wouldn't let go.
esp at the lift. lol
im traumatised for life.
don't know why i got all scared on it..
i ususally wanted to hear more of 'em[so agrees ahh-ma]
hmmm. mel thinks im going depressed. lol
im not. im perfectly.. alright.

to my girls; hey'all. cheer up alright? life is like that sometimes. [i can somehow understand what you're feeling]and God does exist. and he is the one who helps you and gives you the strength to go on living happily afterall. and for the record, im not entering depression mode anytime ever. but, heyy. i hope everything's fine with you all too. about what happened last night, please dont attempt it again. i'll keep supporting you, in the meantime, don't give up. no matter what, im sure[100% positive] that you'll have me and all your dear friends. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE ADVICE GIVEN AND ALL THE HELP WHEN I WAS DOWN. (: (: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE HELP AND SUPPORT AND LOVE (: (: i love you girls forever.

-life's been a rollercoaster for me recently.
cos of soo much things happening all at the same time.
such emotional ones to.

whoa. so much's been happening.
and yup. i agree with rae.
love IS in theeee air.
(:

we had dance today.
was late cors my dad car had a break down
and this time it wasn't on purpose or anything.
lol
then we danced away an hour on some moves..
and another long time on gymnast..
and her special-one-and-only trademark screamings at the end of dance,
due to our modern. like..
everything must be perfect for her.
urgh.

after dance, rae hatta go 'somewhere' *winks*
and jia'en had ballet for the afternoon
so it was left with sara, mel&me.
decided to hang out with the guys for a while.
was supposed to go wast coast park cors they wanted to parkour.
but we stayed at ginza in the end.
lol
ate formosa and drankt he addictive pink dolphin drink.
after that we took like another hour to think of where we wanted to go.
probably cors we're all dead tired after dance. lol
so in the end, the guys went to jon's house.
and we proceeded to.. *where else*..
MAC. lol
talked and all.. then we got ice-creams.
my choco-cone was like leaking and the ic-cream keep dripping!
lol. so distracting.
after, the super nice manager gave me a heart balloon and mel had a bear shaped one. *she rocks*
then talked.. and talked.. and talked..
and we wanted to get bubble tea.
but we were all pretty broke.
so we kept thinking of ways to get da cash.. *like calling rae up*
lol. sorry for disturbing, rae.
i left early cors my dad came and fetched me home.
then i went home. and got myself hooked onto the tvee.
lol. watched- the mummy. starship troopers. love actually. and the incredibles. lol
im turning into a tvee junkie.
noooo. i've gotta dig up my old books to balance things out.
lol
me&mel both have a new resolution;
to study harder from now on.
let's strive on, mel!
but i seriously need math help cors my math tutor is vomiting blood now.
ah wells. we'll see how it goes.

going phone-shopping with jHing ying tmrw.
i already know what im gonna get! heh.

-hey.
hope that sleep worked for you.
get well soon yeah.
(:


soooooo long people!

lemme start from yesterday-25th Mar.

we had dance in the morning.
got a ride from jia'en's mum. [thanks!]
and as usual, mrs chng thinks we're some conceited proud stuck-up dancers.
ah wells. its not our fault she has brain defiency.
she cancelled out our wednesday's mr eugene's dance class too!
and she let the guys go for it. this is pure BIASNESS.
we're like better at this knda dancing than her modern-ballet thingy..
but she just wont let us.
anyways, after dance, we went to ginza to have lunch..
then proceeded to mac's toilet for our usual dressing up!
lol.
visit jing ying's blog for a better picture. literally.
lol.
after that, its also mentioned on jing ying's blog.
im too lazy to recount all the events. lol
then.. jing ying stayed with my dad&bro&me for dinner at swens.
though she only had hot choc.
she said she saw another side of the chia family.
-the ice-cream is so damn spicy!-
wahahas
had fun that time with the neoprints too!
- - - - - - -

today-26 Mar.

i woke up late for church again!
then my mum got my dad to send me there..
went for church, then went for lunch at redhill's.
i dont know.. today just wasn't as interesting. lol
so i'll cut short my story.
had some yummy dinner..
was going to watch a movie then i suddenly remembered the pile of homewrok i've yet to do..
though staying at home didn't help at all.
and im so in love with a song that jia'en recommended.
its quite an old song. but sweet nevertheless.
its by mark wills- back at one.
for those who know it, isn't this song just.. romantic? lol
okay okay.. i shaln't babble on..
good night poeple!

(:

i just realised that i am SO behind all my classes.
my homework, all millions of them, are still untouched.
plus im failing my math[s] and chinese.
and math is like THEE important sub needed to at least carry on.
im a goner. dead. no hope. zero, zip, zilch.
at least life was sweet.. for awhile.

its like 1 am now and im still on the com.
no thanks to a certain teacher who always goes the extra mile to make sure my life in school is miserable.
i mean, when have i ever really mis-behaved in front of you?
and you think I'M a bad influence?
you know, coming from you.. that is SO ridiculous. cors you're the one making me do all these.
YOU are the one responsible for this rebellious change.
cutting school, not doing homework, slacking AFTER school.
all this what you made me do.
your pressures, your stares, your threats.
you're using them to frighten us into obeying you.
well hell, it worked. for a while. not anymore.
and come on, when has after-school life ever became your problem?
you've tried to control us everywhere we go!
we cant even be happy for a while with you there watching our backs, ready to scold us for a single mistake.
hey, ALL human beings screw up once and then. don't tell me you didnt?
after-shcool stuff, as long as we're not breaking law, is none of your biz. but nooo. you have to scold me for just.. slacking?
now you want to take over my life?
please. im not trying to be disrespectful here.
im just stating facts and the fact that you only try to control US, and not anyone else, is seriosly saying alot about your biasness.
argh. we're not your kids. we have our own life besides this.
you should get your own life too and stop bossing us around.
the day i leave you, is the day when i'll have my freedom back and it's so NEVER gonna go back to you.

that's it.

yes, this is what i wanted to tell you about jing ying.
have a good night (:

yesterday[sunday]
me and jing ying went out to orchard cors i needed to get my stuff for perth. lol. but we side-tracked alot. lol.

-checked jing ying's page for our mad pics!
lol

brought some nice stuff.
though i still need more..
it just never is enough.. lol

today we had 3 tests!
chemistry, physics&make-up math.
argh. this is so stressful.
everyone evacuate.
cos im gonna explode soon.
watching about wolfs now.
they lead such a carefree life... *sigh*

dance tomorrow. man.
i'm getting abit tired of mrs chng and her mood swings.
not to mention her shouting and bias-ness
[she just scolded us today again.. sorry jia'en!]
ah wells. all for the sake of dance and CCA points.

anyways. i hafta go now. time for my beauty sleep.
nights people! (:
*yawnns*

yesterday yesterday i think [wednesday?]
we had math common test.
i think we all did badly cors ms portia was telling us only 13 passed.
then later she said the boys in our class were the ones left with potential.
the world's turning the so other way now.
i mean, weren't we girls supposed to be the smarter sex?
now in 3e2, the boys have more potential.
its so comforting.
but she cant blame us, most of the classes did badly too.

went to ginza after school today with rachel, sara&jia'en.
went to all the different shops-
phil.iron, s&l, yun fashion, the $10 bucks store[forgot what its called]
so tired tired.
can i not dance tomorrow? *sigh*

but still, i cant wait for perth!
though the packing's not the attractive part..
shopping is!

okay. i just updated outta boredom again.
so.. i think i'll go and sleep myself away now.

i was just browsing when i read it and found out that it explains what i've been tryna know for a looong time. so here it is-

Why does my body jerk when I am falling asleep?
Ever been just about to drift off into a blissfully deep sleep when suddenly you feel like you are falling, and your body jerks in shock? What you have experienced is called a 'hypnic jerk'. This often occurs during very light sleep, when your body temperature drops - your heart slows down and your conscious brain gradually relinquishes control of your muscles. The general consensus is that this brain activity can make your larger muscles contract, and that, as your body twitches, another part of your brain invents a 'mini-dream' in which you are falling off a cliff, for example. So, next time you wake up with a 'sleep start', just remember it's simply your body's way of telling your muscles to chill out!

yeah. that basically explains it. why we feel like we're falling when we're not. some people say its the spirits pulling us down.. but there ya go.
a logical scientific explanation. (:

today was so bored in school that i just HAD to sleep in ms ng's class.
hey. everyone was sleeping too *shrugs*
i dunno why.. im losing focus in classes like physics.
i just dont get what mr tan is trying to say. i know he has something to teach us.. but what is it?
i now conclude my FAVOURITE subject of 2006-

Physics&
Math (: *applause*

and did i mention math?
oh and math.. and math..
and you guessed it.
math.
its a real pain in the ass, y'know.
not being able to get theeee formulas just suck.
doesn't help that the C.A's coming.
God help me.

after school, sara/mel/rae/jia'en&me went to my place to initially just chill at the pool. but we watched this korean horror in the end.
it wasn't even scary. just psychotic and gross. ah wells.
then had some fun with the photo-taking *winks*
im taller. lol

yadah yadah yadah. they went home.
ate dinner, got bored.
so here i am blogging this down.

till next time.
~toodles (:

8th day of CNY
7 days left. i think.

i was almost late for church today!
couldn't wake up.
ytd's sit-ups/back-bends/leg-thingies with trena was tiring. lol
took a cab to church and all.
we're expanding to Grace2.
yay!
though, in my opinion as i've told my mom for the 100th time,
the design is too metallic and mordern.
dont they have traditional chapels anymore? lol
then my mom told me- the older pepole wanna do it mordern,
while you young one want it traditional.
-clash of the generations-
then ate at tanglin mall.
took a looong tim deciding what to eat.
settled for some korean suop noodle thingy.
and it was EXACTLY like instant noodles. only they added more onions.
cheapskates. lol
went home cors my dad told me that i haf to watch the lion dance thing happening at our new bbq pit.
its was burning like a furnace in there.
and the troupe banged and clanged its way as the lions walked here and there. pretty noisy if you asked me.
plus i was quite near their drums.
think i'm becoming deaf.
argh.
pollutiuon of the peaceful environment.
i shouldn't be so negative.
the show wasn't as bad.
it was luminating, loud, simple, amusing and they wasted my hour.
nvrminds, the new china thing was the a nice thing.
so.. i guess i just wasted 45 mins.
(:

well, im gonna go eat ice-cream and make myself fat.

8th day of CNY
7 days left. i think.

i was almost late for church today!
couldn't wake up.
ytd's sit-ups/back-bends/leg-thingies with trena was tiring. lol
took a cab to church and all.
we're expanding to Grace2.
yay!
though, in my opinion as i've told my mom for the 100th time,
the design is too metallic and mordern.
dont they have traditional chapels anymore? lol
then my mom told me- the older pepole wanna do it mordern,
while you young one want it traditional.
-clash of the generations-
then ate at tanglin mall.
took a looong tim deciding what to eat.
settled for some korean suop noodle thingy.
and it was EXACTLY like instant noodles. only they added more onions.
cheapskates. lol
went home cors my dad told me that i haf to watch the lion dance thing happening at our new bbq pit.
its was burning like a furnace in there.
and the troupe banged and clanged its way as the lions walked here and there. pretty noisy if you asked me.
plus i was quite near their drums.
think i'm becoming deaf.
argh.
pollutiuon of the peaceful environment.
i shouldn't be so negative.
the show wasn't as bad.
it was luminating, loud, simple, amusing and they wasted my hour.
nvrminds, the new china thing was the a nice thing.
so.. i guess i just wasted 45 mins.
(:

well, im gonna go eat ice-cream and make myself fat.