Goody! itz YEAR 2005 !!!
WISHING EVERYONE A PROSPEROUS
NEW 2005 YEAR!!!

the start of a new year...not sure if im ready though.
with so much stuff to let go, like 1E4'04 n joseph production
itz juz a little hard. but, i can manage it.
in fact, i think im gonna like this new.
okok...despite the new sucky uniform n
the little news tt we[1E4'04] are going to be sec 2E4 nxt yr.
well, im excited man! woo-hoo!

TSUNAMI SAGA

oh my goodness! i had never expected it to be so damn bad!
it measured 9.0 on the scale---if im correct.
it had caused over 100,000 over innocent people their dead.
innocent...hmm...were they really?
maybe itz becoz of wat WE do to this earth tt
triggers this earthquake.
we burned fossil fuels ans caused the air to become polluted.
we burn our gabarge resulting in even more polluted air.
we invent cars but use them a little too frequently, therefore by
adding all this up, we have a hole in the ozone layer.
we killed endangered animals, causing them to be extinct.
juz because of their fins and horns?!!?
we keep chopping down trees to produce paper.
fair enough i must say, but we waste paper like itz nothing.
therefore causing more trees to be chopped.
there are a lot more things tt we did bad to this earth.
so maybe this is the way Earth is warning us to be more environment-friendly
and maybe nxt time, we won't be so lucky.
okok...im sure this wave killer was due to the geographical stuff
but im pretty sure that this is a sort of retribution.
heck, you say tt im nagging and all,
but me myself have done these cruel acts to the Earth.
im juz trying to tell u b4 itz too late pple!!
so try to be more environment-friendly ok?.

wow..itz been a long one
so i will stop here.

SAVE THE EARTH !!!

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!!!

woo hoo!...itz my favourite time of the yr!
lalala..."when christmas comes to townn..."

My life= yawnn...im so tired today. but wat the heck.
met gina n her folks today at clementi interchange
then went together to indoor stadium.
got this celebration.
it was awesome! *applause*

~i wanna wish u a merry christmas~
~feliz navidad-
feliz navidad-
feliz navidad~

haha...
we watched the play[funny]
then pastor kong talked[preached] for 18 minutes.
after, went to mountbatten for lunch
ate kway chap...yum yum
then they sent me home...
so here i am...haha..
hmm...later going out again!..

yay! haha...
well...post some other time...
maid is now cleaning this place.

tata...have a blessed christmas!!

My life= hmm...well...today we had dance practices.
initially thought that we came only to do the countdown thingy...
but mrs chng came and she made us do some other stuff
only to realize that she will make a new part for the dance.
i happened to be the one[within trena] to carry the chair
and spin it! -woaahh- *losing balance* *tumbling* *-poof- *fell*
haha...anyway...dance was okay..
had dance with gina and trena.
went to 7-11 to have cup noodles [again]
went home after that lor...ttz all! :)
My love life= ntg...hehe
My skool life= went to sch today.
ntg changed much there.

My life= Woah! *juz where do i begin?* hmm...ok...
1]My great-grandma is now living with us!!
ok..she is kinda old and she speaks cantonese.
*gulp* i dunno how to speak cantonese!!!
well, but she knew chinese too..so i guess itz ok lah.
2]today...oh my goodness.
my younger bro,Shawn, together with me and eze[older bro]
went to faber park[nearby our condo] to cycle and stretch our legs.
after my two brave bros did their death-defying stunts,
eze's bike slipped hence banging into shawn's bike.
wat happened next was pure horror!
shawn's bike[was two times bigger than he is] spinned out of control,
but shawn,whose leg couldn't reach ground in time,
flew with the bike. OH MY!
i saw the bike dragging him to the rough ground.
moments later, he stood up, shaking all over with pain.
when i rushed to check his wounds,here's wat i found[at the end of my entry]
brave boy..he didnt cry or even whimper *applause*
3]ytd, i had a father-daughter bonding time.
it felt good and made me feel special.
when i mentioned tt i wanted britney's new ablum[greatest hits],
he went and bought me one![he rox]
after several trips in his car, we saw a photo shop.
him,knowing how much i wanted my own camera,
promised me one,on his bonus day![i lurve him so much]
he makes me feel like a pampered child
but wat the heck, girls, need to be pampered every now and then[hehe]
My love life= eh??...ntg much lah
i found out tt my dad could understand if i had a bf
though he saes itz better to be frens until older.
My skool life= ntg much too.
-doctor chia is in da house-
shawn sustained several injuries,esp on his left leg
on his feet, he has 3 cuts. i reckon his skin was peeled off when he was dragged.
coz i saw white and red icky stuffon the wound.
mom saes i read too much gory books.-pooh!-
his left side of his face has this scratch[ouch] meaning
his face was dragged on the ground too.
shoulder's cut reasons are same as face's.
hand's r on the wrist and some minor cuts all over his legs.
okok...ttz all folks.

My life= whoo! changed my template.
wanted a sweeter one.
hope u guys like it![any feedbacks,let me noe]
ok...hmm...sry candida! i couldn't go out with u to ginza today!
did my hw by myself[haizz] itz so boring!
the teachers r trying to kill us.
haizz...im so tired now
My love life= yay!...forgotton him liao after daes of isolation
haha...my lil' plan worked! im s0 much beta now. hee..
My skool life= going with jie bin and others to buy stinking skool stuff.
Ciao!
~movies~[i forgot...but i watched shutter on last tue(7/12)]
"shutter" hmm...
-typical horror show.
-beastly ghost face
-blanket pulled off by the ghost
-usual hauntings at staircases
+the ghost sitting on top of the guy!!!
moralz of the story=
1] when u have a aching neck and u suddenly increase ur weight by tons,
beware!!!
2] dun take no photos!!!

My life= Heyy! finally i can blog again! don't noe where to start...hmm..let's see..ok..start from last wed.
My love life= Oh well, haizz
My skool life= Going to buy skool supplies later on.
did my homework like a good girl.
no more stress[for now].
Wednesday...
joseph gathering!...yeah!...free food at seoul garden.[yummy]
lotz of fun and unexpected tears[haizz]
jia en and melissa had their probs
candida and rae trying hard to solve them
me and gina[extras] went to take neos on our own
later, gab and the other boys,suggested to go all the darn way to orchard to watch movie
had to follow them..gina went for tuition
watched christmas with the kranks...it was ok..
went to west coast park to simmer down from the hectic life
at night..they all went home
except for candida, yip xin, jia en and me
coz we were having our sleepover at candida's house![YAY!]
stayed at west coast park till damn late
talked alot..then took cab to candida's place
after that...lalaala
then we slept
Thursday...
woke up...planned on how to spend the day
went to shop n save to buy some food
then for lunch, we cooked.[actually,candida and yip xin cooked most]
lunch was...ahem..."good"[except for the dry bee hoon]
later...blah blah blah..
went to arcade at jurong point to play
wow...my hands hurt!...
haha..took mrt
then went home

ttz abt all folks!
~movies~ "christams with the kranks" itz not bad lah..if you like christmas stuff
so..dun skip christmas! but moral of the story is:
FREE FROSTY!!!
3 out of 5.

love hurts...still

my heart is bursting!!! i can't stand it no more! im juz so sad!
i'd really liked him! but i told everyone i'd forgotton him.
but in reality, i have not.
my heart aches juz talking about him.
he caused me so much pain.
i was a fool to wait on for him.
i'd knew somehow in my mind he wasn't worth the wait,
but why did i go on waiting day by day?
i regretted it now...alot
my heart can't be saved
there is a hole...left...torturing me
love hurts!
i guess everyone had two sides
i saw his good side...only
when i realized that he had lotsa hurting flaws,
i could not stand it anymore
im waiting ...NO MORE
damn creep
i may have been on the verge of forgetting him
but my heart won't let me
trying the bez i can
so....i can't type anymore
or i wl keep crying
bye!...sobb

good news....bad news

Good news.[YAY!]
Yeah! taufik won! can't wait to see his new album out.
after six months of hardwork has paid off for him, but sly...
i guess his okay...they both did swell last night.*clap clap clap*
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later on, the vomitting saga continues. almost every hour i have to go.
finally, when my dad came home in the middle of the night, my mom ask him to send me to NUH
when we reached there, had a fever, went to the fever room
waited over two hours to get my 10 minute check-up
by time, was already 2am[while you were sleeping]
doctor examined[press here, press there]
-----------------
Bad news.[UH-OH]
i have stomach infection!!! ahhh!!!
whew!...gave me a chioce to go home or stay in hospital
of coz...HOME SWEET HOME!
recovering now....
ttz all folks

luRve aT fiRst sighT ?

My life= today had contemp and of course more scolding from mrs ch'ng. I'm so tired!!

yawwnn! after contemp, oh ya,

mrs ch'ng talked to freaking Roy and he blamed the things on Melissa and some others who "started" it.

Oh ya...riiiight. Now itz their fault. wateva!

anyway, after contemp, me, trena and gina waited for eliza[who had dance ensemble]

but gina went for ballet soon after. so me and tre with eli went opposite skool to makan.

yum yum. too bad i didnt get to enjoy it. they keep rushing me.

departed with them at the clementi interchange.

and then, suddenly.......*WOW*

I saw thiz ultra, super, very, damn handsome boy. A few yrs older than me bah.

He looked so cool and aww...so suai!!!

wait a minute felicia! why am i going ga-ga over some boy i dunno?

*coz he so suai!*

ahh...shut up me! stop it fel! then he turned[caught my gaze] and smiled at me.

melted there and then.

walked home think tt handsome guys exist...

My love life= ntg yet..sighh

My skool life= went to skool 4 contemp...ttz all

It juz ain't fair !!!

My life= sucks pretty much now.
no.1 reason= today's joseph was horrible...with make-up and all.!
no.2 reason= we didn't have enough costumes...nvm...but to ask us not to perform coz no costumes!! no fair lor! hate her man...sobb
no.3 reason= if i only can perform for the opening and ending scene, itz totally not worth my time!
no.4 reason= my whole family is coming to watch me perform!!! gonna dissapoint them by dancing two scenes only!
no. 5 reason= i spent my entire november hols, swallowing my pride while mrs ch'ng lash me with criticism. and wat do i get in return: no costumes...NO NEED TO PERFORM ON TT SCENE!!! NOT FAIR!!! i wanna cry now...
no.6 reason= i sort of put my heart into joseph performing...and now im told i can't perform!
no.7 reason= itz not really my fault!...itz that they didnt have enough dresses!...waahh!!!
no.8 reason= woke up so early for them...now i get this
no.9 reason= mrs ch'ng and mrs koh don't even care lor!!
no.10 reason= don't bother to write it down..no prize oso...
no.11 reason= lazy to type....juz bemt on cursing them[teachers who dun even care!]!
My love life= looking for great boys now...hope i can find!
My skool life= ntg lor[no mood to write...juz wanna cry only]...
~fashion police~ chi pong's dyed hair makes him look ang moh. now some guys i noe like tt blond colour...wonder who's next to chamge the trend?

I've juz begun[having my fun] !

My life= *i've juz begun having my fun yeah*listening to britney spears...lalala. haha. wow, today went to SP for joseph training.it was fun, coz not as much scolding as the usual[but itz not the same with...yuki...gab's better lor] haizz..nvm. after all was done, me, candida, sara and gina went to ginza for snacks[dinner to them]. Got caught in the rain while going home[brrr...shivering] meet jing ying and we talked, wanna start a "hc haters club" lol, means= "heartless creep haters club"...short for forming a club that hates heartless and flirty boys..haha...boys who are as described, BEWARE!. ^ytd^ went to west coast park with candida, liyu, me, piru, hong jun and yip xin. had fun with them...esp bad candida and piru who tickled me to get down the "flying fox" thingy..humph!.haha...im so beat. juz wanna have a good night's sleep...so gd nite pple!
My love life= I juz found out that my crush aka heartless creep [lol] was/is a damn flirt. so dissappointed with my taste. anyway, didnt and wont weep for him. wanna smack him man but i cant coz i no strength :( forget it..will find a guy who appreciates me better. I feel so sad...i suffer from bouts of sadness whenever i think of gabl [not gab, is my late kitten, gabl]. gotta get over my dearest darling...sobb
My skool life= is much better [yay!] becoz mrs chng didnt scold and pick on as much as she did. so far itz okay lah.

Petite me and only me

My life= Today was kinda "funner" than the other days, cause we were all crazy. Kept laughing at stupid things[hahahahaha] ...was so "high" that i unhooked trena's bra[we were all playing with the elastic stuff of the bra] *"sorry trena"* muahaha. After releasing us, me and gina ran in the rain to the bus-stop to go to ginza for dinner. Wet and cold [shivering], we[ me and her] went to the ban mian resturant to stuff our face. We talked and ate slowly[ yum yum]. Later, went to every interesting shop in ginza...ended up reserving alot of things to buy on monday. Gina was so crazy[in a good way] and it was a fun trip going with her. My legs begining to hurt. ahH..
My love life= miss him leh...how? i need advice!!! can't really get over him[ though faking to]...HAIZZ!!! life sux.
My skool life= Mrs chng continuing her favouratism...choir getting better.[at least ms teo wasnt there] It was a normal skool life...
*unhooked trena's "bra"[beaming]...muahaha...ok, stop here* C ya.

My life..yawwnn...

My life= haaizz...feel so sian everytime. juz got back from jo training[got dreached in the cold rain]. Mrs Chng is prejudice against me and some others![can't stand it man]she likes those tt are good in dancing and loathes us lousy dancers! forget it. Too angry to write abt her anymore. These few days got jo training,so not much time for myself to play and relax.
My love life= after much consideration and advices from frens, i will try to forget "heartless creep" and find a better "fish" in the big blue sea. though i have to admit tt i have missed him once or twice. Damn love! complicates the life process!
I still miss my late kitten, Gabl, and i juz want him back in the basket purring as i struggle to feed him his food. I always dream abt him walking [exploring] in the living room[he used to when he lived] and would wake up with my puffy eyes tt have been crying. I can't forget and i miss him very very much!!!sobb, i feel so terrible everytime i think of him. esp when i see his fave hideout[under the blue stool], i wl remember his cute face ang do all teary. So nxt time excuse me if you happen to see me cry...i miss him so much!!!!!
My skool life= u read abt the mrs chng part, now is the choir part. They think they sing so well that they can criticise us when we sing...ohh puh-leese! Stop being egoistic and start singing better!...it[choir's singing] still kinda sucks!
~movies~ watched princess diaries 2. It was so funny and romantic. haha. nice show. i rate it 3 claps out of 5 claps.
~ Watched taxi in the wee hours when you all were still sleeping[zzz] haha. it was damn[very very very very] funny! i rate it 4 claps out of 5 claps.

Same old day...only more boring

My life=yawnn...woke up this morning with a stiff neck. ouch! had to skip dance as wheneva i move my neck,it hurts like hell. Concerned frens called, but dun worry guys...im better now... my dad had a day off today.whoo! cooked his yummy lunch for us[yum yum]. spent the rest of the day like a bedridden gal :( i feel bored..
My love life=still nada today...if this continues...i'd rather be a nun than wait for the guy that i like to carry on. siggghh...
My skool life=didnt go to skool today..so ntg to write here.

Ntg much...

My life= Hey. today im so dead tired. feel like collasping on my bed but nvm. went to ginza to meet jing ying and rae to do finish our holiday assignments,was late...so they started without me. saw candida at the KFC when we were eating. later we went back to mz comic shop to continue doing...though i didnt do much :P walked around ginza and saw Gail at ohlaho...trying on this white mini skirt that rae had. Looks like she likes rae style...walked around then went to imm for dinner at a resturant. ate delicious food.went home to watch the champion. and now im blogging.
My love life= Ntg special...the guy i like doesnt even noe i exist...nvm :( try harder nxt time...but recently...was down in my luck...so didnt bother finding new targets..
My skool life= Dancing in joseph musical sux...coz i dance so badly. Mrs chng always scold me. No fair. Not my fault that i suck at dancing...humph!

Woah!...Wat a day...

Morning when i woke, the sunlight tinted my pink room so brightly and with juz the right shade of pink. I had no idea this wl be one unforgettable day. I lazed around and was shocked to see my super bez frens at my doorstep surprising me wif a totally fab locket as a belated birthday gift. Giving them a hug each, I suddenly remembered that i was supposed to meet rachel n the boys in half-hours time!...Kissing them goodbye was hard, but i managed somehow.[whew!] I slipped on some proper clothes and rushed out. Unfortunately but expected, I was darn late. Apologizing, we were on our way to boring old Westmall to shop for chio SL some piggy presents. Leslie got something then realizing that it was boring there[too late] , we went to ginza. Met our dear LJY[F] at MZ Comic Store, sat there, then here it was, the most eventful event of the day. Wei Ern had came[ coz Rachel wanted to show me his looks], not knowing wat to do, I completely ignored him. Suddenly he told Kev Loi that he wanted to confess that he **** me, Kev told Rachel and the news came to me. Shocked, I ran around looking for a place to hide myself before giving him a chance to explain his feelings for me. To my horror, he chased me and i was reduced to hiding in the girls toilet[pathetic] to avoid his wrath. Later, given no damn choice, i was confronted by him. But Rachel [u rock] came and told him that he doesnt have a chance and blah. But he asked me anyway, and i turned him down flat saying that i liked someone else. I dun wanto be mean but i dun really noe him and all, so he went home rejected. My guilty conscience was acting up but who cares. Was hungry, went to buy prawn mee and Rachel [not knowing how to use a chopstick] had LJY[F] feeding her [cute]. Run around here and there, later she flagged a cab and sent me home before she went to hers. Wat a day indeed!